بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
It has been 10 years since this date. I daresay that the cut and pain I have gone through had not make me in ease. I forgave but not certainly I forgot. It will always in my mind and rewind every time it wants to pop up either I in relaxing mood or doing something. It can't be stop or pause.
I always ask Allah for ease. The good thing I still remember that painful love I will always careful not easily fall in love. I will not flatter myself, not over the moon the words "rindu", missing you. These words make me puke.
I still hold myself despite of that pain. I can grab keenly my principles and hard head to ignore the person who gave this pain. That's because I have surrendered him to Allah and I do not want have anything to do with him. I don't want communicate to him. Please talk to Allah to find out how to mellow my heart. So far I do not mellow my heart. Definitely you got the wrong way. Your change it is not what I want or maybe you have never changed at all.
Assalamualaikum...
It has been 10 years since this date. I daresay that the cut and pain I have gone through had not make me in ease. I forgave but not certainly I forgot. It will always in my mind and rewind every time it wants to pop up either I in relaxing mood or doing something. It can't be stop or pause.
I always ask Allah for ease. The good thing I still remember that painful love I will always careful not easily fall in love. I will not flatter myself, not over the moon the words "rindu", missing you. These words make me puke.
I still hold myself despite of that pain. I can grab keenly my principles and hard head to ignore the person who gave this pain. That's because I have surrendered him to Allah and I do not want have anything to do with him. I don't want communicate to him. Please talk to Allah to find out how to mellow my heart. So far I do not mellow my heart. Definitely you got the wrong way. Your change it is not what I want or maybe you have never changed at all.
